This morning when i saw your message that Jeremy called you after i put down the phone.Don't know why i became not myself at all.I became another person which i have never ever hope to bring out.But you juzt made me do that unknowingly.Therefore everyone in school is asking if i'm alright or not.They say i don't seem to be Jason,Not the correct person,Are you Jason?,Is there something wrong with you?,Are you ok?. I don't know how to answer them at all.I don't even seem to be able to find any answers to reply them at all.I don't know what's in me today.Maybe is what you've mesged me at 6 am in the morning telling me such stuffs after what i hav told you so much abt me last night.I don't know..I really don'y know..
I'm tired being Jason.Being always so happy,bubbly,optimistic and all..I juzt want to leave all of them wher i left them and want to live this life of being another side of me.Being quiet,silent,decisive on choices that i've been given.
Last Night thankz for taking photos with me.I'll not delete them ever.Hearing that you were sadden bcoz you made two of your frens that you loved angry.Instantly it affected me as well.Also while talking on the phone with you last night made me again woke up from the dream of us being together.and believing in foreverness and eternity.
You know after looking at your mesg this morning it made me realised that maybe letting you go would be the best solution now.To solve the problems that you have you know i'll never mind to help you out in any way.

Luv you still